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Watches of the Night

by Summer Russell

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1.
Sidhe 05:46
Sing for me one more, my darling, my boy Open your throat for your love to enjoy Haven't I given you all that you craved And isn't your soul better sated than saved? Light is distant, and morning is miles away And I feel every throb as your nightingale heart Pleads to ply me and please me and do as I say And your hands ache to shape all my nature to art Write me a page now, my darling, my dear Come let me whisper the words in your ear Do you not love me with no other thought But a jealous desire for the treasure you’ve bought? Light is fading, and time has no power in this place Wet your pen in the void, spill the ink at my feet Scrawl my name on your mind and leave no empty space Yield yourself to my touch with no room for retreat Speak me a poem, just one little verse Give me your voice and I’ll banish your thirst Haven't I loved you much sweeter than sin? Would you not taste me again and again? Light is nothing, come into the night of my arms I will pull all the needlessness out of your head I will keep you inside where you’ll come to no harm Let me look in your eyes–you will rest when you're dead.
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Hob-Elf 05:02
I can see in the dark Well enough to find my way alone Nothing knows I'm here I am safe to roam In a skin that will burn If I'm caught by the light of day If I stay too long Where I have no home But for just right now The indifferent moon Leaves me be Lets me see Something almost holy Where the water shines Something almost peaceful Something almost mine Though I never look down Far enough to meet my eyes In the place behind Something bright unfolds That can never survive In the space that was hollowed out For the birthright left To a stillborn soul But for just right now I forget that I Should not be And I see Something almost pretty Something almost pure Though the curse is in me And there is no cure And no hating by halves All of me is for all the world To revile and fear And none more than I Why I bother to hide I can barely remember now Would it be so bad If I had to die? But for just right now I must breathe the air In the night Out the light Something almost steady Something almost real In the grey and gloaming Something I can feel
3.
Hope in tatters, caught up in the cloud-wrack Long I kept bitter watches of night Staring outward with eyes that were starless I spoke to the darkness ‘Til one day the darkness spoke back Black breath and deathless cold, soul in a stranglehold Dread sinking down to despair Under the shadow is only the fog And the taste of the ash in the air Every bend on the path is the same Walking labyrinths of frostbitten flowers Dreaming only the wraith-dreams of winter Remembering pain When I cannot remember my name The surface unbroken, the nightmare awoken As courage and steadfastness fail Silence gives way to oblivion–-then–- One voice calling clear in the vale Then a gust like the fresh mountain snow All at once comes to banish the haze Rushing down from the dome of the stars In a breath from afar That my face is the first one to know The shadow is lifted, the day bearing gifts Long thought buried, forgotten by time Ever truth may remain in the memory still Carried on in the words of a rhyme So the noblest blooms of the earth In the humblest gardens may grow Small and quiet, and listening always To answer the call To come forth and remember their worth The false dream is ended, and warmth is rekindled Once more now the true light will burn The hands that are held in the hands of the healer Are touched with the fire’s return
4.
Tonight In my own Living room It'll be The event Of the year A very special hour Your family is ours Hello neighbor I am the same as you And I want the same things, too Love And a place Of my own And a seed For a life That is grown Down in the greener grass Dreams are allowed to last I hear them sometimes The beauty that could be For every version of me But me See it all Come alive On the screen In a world That is bright That is clean You can do it all You can have it all But don't try too hard Or you could push it till it breaks Till you're alone when you're awake Can anybody tell me why My head hurts so bad? My head just hurts so bad But all It would take Is one thought Touch a flame Cut a rift Pull a thread In the mastery Of probability I found the sure thing You call it witchery I call it everything I could be I want Only what I deserve What you get Without trying At all The window shows me You think you know me And I know you see me I feel you watching from inside Well you can watch me change your mind Can anybody tell me why My head hurts so bad? This ache is the worst I've had Can anybody tell me why My head hurts so bad? My head just hurts so bad My head just hurts so bad
5.
Felled 02:54
I had a dream you were set free Dreams are a sweet way of saying That wishes are only for children And I’ve given up on praying I turned the dream into a song Songs are a sad way of trying To comfort the living when everyone knows That there is no peace for the dying I made the song into a bird Birds are an old way of showing The soul may grow wings of its own Although we have no way of knowing I found the bird cold in the snow Snow is a sure way of telling Every thing under the sky Is bound either for falling or felling
6.
The shape of absence changes to fit the missing limb what is a name but an emptiness held within my mouth until I can breathe again How I have wrapped myself all around the hollow place Heavy with hunger in its pull Oh, and the phantom pains drift in, but never out Oh never enough to make it full The ache spreads from the center the arrow splits the dark mine is the hand, mine the heart made bare waiting for the shot until it completes the arc How I have craved this wounding, now comes the secret rite Never so near the sacred source Oh, and my blood in answer wells up with ancient need To feel and obey the tidal force The locking of the mind’s eye on the object in the night sky only the moons know to understand how to count the hours the planets are moving by How, to a face beholden, a whole existence turns Even a world may live in thrall Oh, when the captive body becomes the captured soul That which was one at last is all
7.
Ghost Light 02:33
It's hard to be a ghost inside a lighthouse with no light Watching through the dark where once the ships passed in the night Lonesome winds and waves like kettledrums Beating for a heart that never comes It's strange to be a name inside a book that has been closed When you still feel the things you used to feel, but no one knows Every love and all the cares you wore Washed out like the beach after a storm High tide Full moon Terns cry Gulls croon Sunrise Sleep soon Hope and wishful thinking can be easy to mistake I'm not sure if I dream or if I'm ever quite awake I thought I heard a sound that I could swear Was almost like a foot upon the stair
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Wicked Wind 02:01

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released September 1, 2023

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