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Underworld

by Summer Russell

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Black dog don't come growlin When she slinks in from outside That black dog don't come growlin When she slinks in from outside Don't come round to cause no trouble Just got tired of bein tied Bein tied Day and night To the shadow workhouse Come join me by my fire Tell me have you any word Come and eat beside my fire But tell me have you any word About my sister or my brother Won't you tell me what you've heard? What have you heard Of the fire they stirred At the shadow workhouse? She said you start with dust and darkness That is the story of the sun You must gather dust and darkness If you would live to see the sun Then she stood up at the window With her head cocked like a gun Just like a gun At a man who runs From the shadow workhouse She said this world is made of bones and blood and tears and mud and grit and grime Stone and flood and fear and love all covered up in grit and grime And you can never clean it up But you can learn to make it rhyme Well you can make your rhymes While you do your time In the shadow workhouse In the shadow workhouse In the shadow workhouse
2.
Bright light Cold floor Empty eyes opening into me What are they looking for? Soft place Weak joint Something of steel at the center to hone to a killing point Red room Red room Something has come for me I cannot stop it I cannot stop it I cannot stop it Brought down Scraped clean I am the virgin huntress Fed to the death machine Still hands Still heart Only the black hole blooming Tearing the world apart Red room Red room Blood crawling over me I cannot stop it I cannot stop it I cannot stop it (stop) Wake up Bad dream Ghost of an unmade memory Crack of a strangled scream Lost names Lost years Guttering light staring back at me Tell me your secret fear Dark night Locked door Monsters are only a fairy tale What are you screaming for? Red room Red room I take back all that is left of me You cannot have it You cannot have it You cannot have it
3.
And did you not love me for my eye so keen? Have I been ungentle, have I been unwise? Else why do you make of me a tarnished queen, Is it for the shape of me that you devised? Was it you who cut the bow to fit my hand? I sought to win your favor when we won the day Showed you I could wield it well as any man Still you call it ugly and you turn away And is it now that you forsake me? Forsake me, forsake me For that I never grew to be your golden child Woe and what to do about a willful girl? Cast her in the darkness as a thing defiled Crush a shining powder from a faulted pearl Stir it in a bitter draught and drink it deep Save a little special for the second born Silence is the only thing you let me keep Nothing left escaping from a broken horn And so you choose, and so forget me Forget me, forget me For I could never bend enough to bear your rule Mercy everlasting at the price you name Love is jealous, love is vengeful, love is cruel Love has taught me every word I know for shame Somewhere you are watching on your blinding throne Piercing through the desert here to burn my mind Offering your kingdom if my soul atones There you will be waiting till the end of time It is not for you to forgive me It is not for you to forgive me It is not for you to forgive me
4.
Sweet was the beat of the heart he held out for me Blood ruby deep as the first wound of life Into the wilderness endless I followed And so he would have me, the dream-master's wife Smoldering slowly the stars that entranced me My tongue learned the feel of the fruit that we shared And danger stole off while desire was feasting Then found us at dawn in the sun's jealous glare To stay was to die - but to leave was my doom So the ice held me down - while the fire consumed Ten thousand years in a cage For refusing that poisonous spell Enough of pleading and rage Now I'll stand on my feet and I'll dance out of hell My choice is my own and my pleasure my own My pride and my joy and my treasure my own Tell the demon who rose Tell the angel who fell But my own voice will lead as I dance out of hell No man may steal what I carry inside me No nightmare will drag me through stones of the past There is no going home, there is no going back Though I walk in the shards of my palace of glass There is only the road I will make for myself So if I am remade it is by my own hand The wind of the storm I have danced into singing Will banish the shadow along with the sand No hunger can break me - no captor can take me No shackles will bind me - they shatter behind me Ten thousand years I survived My strength and my spite served me well My hatred kept me alive But now light as a feather I’ll dance out of hell For my choice is my own and my pleasure my own My pride and my joy and my treasure my own Tell the demon who rose Tell the angel who fell But my own voice will lead as I dance out of hell As I dance out of hell As I dance out of hell As I dance, as I dance, Dance out of hell
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Where you've left your gown to lie There is the barest hint of May But the glass that holds your eye Is a lone December day I can fetch what's gone away At your feet I'll sit and stay All at once I'll growl and grin Kiss you till you smile again Though I know you feel afraid And I know you miss the sun In the night your dreams have strayed And your heart is all undone I will find what you have lost Save it from the early frost Guard you close against the cold Listen till your tale is told Where you go I chase the light When you cry I swim the sea When you sleep I am your sight When you run then I am free I can breathe where you have been I can tell you need a friend All is well now, never fear Gentle maiden, I am here. I can fetch what's gone away At your feet I'll sit and stay All at once I'll growl and grin Kiss you till you smile again Kiss you till you smile again

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The survival of the soul through the depths of the Underworld.

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released March 4, 2022

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